Do you ever feel like there is nothing left for you to do,
That everything inside of you has been let go of and you can’t fix yourself anymore than you have tried?
Believing in yourself had an expiration date for me; the day I was born.
Or maybe it was the day I realized I could never be a kid in my family. That I would always have to be some part-adult to take care of the adults around me. And with all of this responsibility I lost myself along the way, I was eliminated and there was no telling to what I had […]
How easy it is to feel badly. To let yourself go into that place
When you want so much, but have so little motivation.
You begin to blame yourself. Maybe others. Maybe a combination, that it began with them but now it’s just you.
And I should probably just be saying I, because it might not be relevant to you.
I can’t succeed. Most of me doesn’t want to, and everyday I tell myself today doesn’t matter, because tomorrow I will make myself not be here. I will make myself irrelevant. I will kill myself. But tomorrow comes, and I haven’t.
I’ve become addicted to procrastination. Sex. Love. […]
I can imagine the wind in my face, as I leap off the bridge. Into the river, no one would ever find me.
I mean nobody cares, I’m the girl who everyone thinks is nicee and funny, but I’m always the second fiddlee.
I have no self-confidence anymore. Whatever I’m good at, I know someones better. No matter if people say I’m pretty, I think I’m ugly. I feel like I’m so stupid. No one notices me, so why the fuck should I keep trying so hard.
Im going to die anyway, why not now? Everything is so pointless, I just don’t care anymore.
There’s […]
I am happy, aren’t I?
I am strong, aren’t I?
I am capable, am I?
I am depressed.
I am weak.
I am not good enough.
I don’t know what I am
Hey, guys. I’ve decided to try and become happy..so I have this poem thing for school. What do you think? Should I give this to my teacher? Let me know ASAP please?
Out in the distance,
I don’t know what lies.
A beautiful scene,
Or a dark surprise.
The part which I know,
Is that I can grow,
Out of these thoughts,
Which now I am caught.
I feel the same inside,
As I did before I felt the need to hide.
I hid behind a fake smile,
Which no-one knew all the while.
Now I am ready to get past the past,
Because I have the courage at […]
Why do I feel like this.
One minute I’m crying wanting to kill myself.
Then the next I’m calm and not thinking about anything.
I may not fake happiness; but I know its not real.
I may not cut myself; but that’s how I feel.
I may fear death; but I still want to die.
I may be young; but I feel old.
I may be up; but it feels like I’m down.
I may want things; but I know I have to wait. .
I don’t know how much longer I can stand.
I may have friends; but no one who understnads.
I may love sports; but how does that help?
I may have family who cares; but they’re all busy with themselves
I may be alive; but that doesn’t […]