I have no idea if anyone will respond to this or how many will respond, but I am rapidly losing my shaky grip on things.
A little quick background: I am a 39 year old with diagnosed bipolar II disorder. My life unraveled four years ago (work issues) and I had a setback in January 2012. I have often considered suicide but always held myself back (barely sometimes) mostly because of my family (didn’t want to hurt them). This is the basic stuff.
I am here because I am desperate. Unlike other times (except one) where I only had *thoughts* about doing it, I have a plan. […]