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Kgalalelo

Only time will tell- which i might not have

by Kgalalelo 1/18/2012

written by Kgalalelo

ppl its been so long since iv actually written something.

nothing has really changed in my life except dat it gets worse and i keep on sinking deeper and deeper into this dark hole, im so tired of all these emotions. Iv been going to church alot lately but when i get home i go back to the same old darkness and neverending pain. i cant stand this pain no more. i have nothing left to lose and its not like anyone really cares or truly loves me and it will be best if i just left dis world.

i thought it will get better with time […]

1/18/2012 3 comments

still here but not sure for how long

by Kgalalelo 11/9/2011

written by Kgalalelo

Hi All

still alive but still empty inside dont know how long though. mum just told me dat one of our neighbours daughter dead yesterday and i wish it was me who died. boyfriend is talking to me again i quess dat means dat he still cares for me. yep he definately marriage material. we have spoken about getting married before but after all dis shit dont think we’ll get there. he is truly amazing not perfect of course as we all have flaws but he is the one.

always there when u need him and makes sure dat i’m taken care off. but he wants me […]

11/9/2011 1 comment

dont think i can do it but im so weak

by Kgalalelo 11/6/2011

written by Kgalalelo

anybody out there i understand exactly how u feel. I come from an abusive but religious home. my father has been physically and emotional abusive my mother who in turn takes it out on me maybe it makes her feel better. my older brother just got released from jail for murdering one of our neighbours 11yrs ago. i was raped at age 19, got pregnant a few months later then aborted my child( i regret it since but now dat i think abt it, i wasnt in a fit state of mind then so i’m hoping God forgives me someday). i quit my job coz […]

11/6/2011 5 comments