I am about to commit suicide. Â I know it is selfish and cowardly. Â I know that others feel that same that I do and I’m not alone. Â I know that I have friends. Â I know that there are people that love me. Â None of that helps. Â None of that changes how I feel.
I’m not going to tell you that I’m worthless. Â I’m not capable of doing the things that I would like to, but I’m not worthless.
I don’t even want to die. Â I cry and beg and say it out loud every day. Â Earlier today I was holding my gun and telling myself how much […]