on my own again, trying to work this out, live in a town house with my partner and three kids, i sleep downstairs, (he sleeps upstairs) i say that flippantly because i hardly ever sleep, not for long, sometimes i dont know if i am actually awake as the days seem like a nightmare, my 9 year old girl punched me in a temper today and my partner just laughed. guess that is it, i am a joke
I want this to stop….I’ve trawl thru sites trying to find the way out to no avail, I am a wimp, scared of pain, 34 and have attempted overdose with sleeping tablets, anti-d’s and recreational drugs, I drink yes but not to excess for I hate the hangover! pathetic but I try to be happy and just get on, it gets harder every night to stay sane….daytime is good I have my distractions, but at night when its quiet that when the brain starts telling me to get out, just do it it, once its done that is it, nothing, all gone, I want help, […]