Every day I wake up thinking that this day will better than the last, but it doesn’t work that way. Every day is the same crap. Hoping that someone will hire me, but it doesn’t work like that in today’s world. You have to wait and wait and wait hoping for someone to hire when you know they won’t. I have always wondered why interviewers want a hand shake after an interview. They always say they will give a call when they really don’t. To me right there, that is backstabbing. They always act so happy to see you, but never call if you have the job or not. What a bunch bull a crap.Â I guess for me not having a job is a permanent problem and it probably always will be.Â I hate being alive so much. I hate also hate it when people say “It will get better. It will get better.” How the hell do they know my life will get better? Can’t go to the doctor to treat this depression because I have no money. So what options are there? Why am I talking about this since I’m just a nobody and nobody ever seems to care. My nonexistence was a lot better before coming into this stupid meaningless life. You know for once I want to be free and to be happy. It’s that too much to ask for? I guess it is!
No car of my OWN
Probably will never get a girlfriend
Probably will never get a house
I’m 24 years old by the way. How pathetic is that?
Oh well! Life continues with or without you.