i feel that everybody has got friends in deir lives,but i dont have a true friend.most of girls think that i’m proud,but in actual i’m not.i m lacking fun and excitement in my life.sometimes i feel that i should not be living this life.i belong to somewhere else.i feel that i’m misplaced or unfit in this environment.i cant tolerate selfish,good for nothing and hell rude people.but still they are in my life and i cant get rid of them.i feel that this life i’m living is not a blessing for me.its a hard time i’m being given.