i dont know whats wrong with me.
im a 17 year old girl. actually i never thought or planned on living this long. i never wanted to see a day past 16.
 ive never really had anything traumatic happen in my life. well my father abused me until around 4yrs, but my mother finally left him.
that may be one problem. i constantly need male attention. i never had a real solid dad. only sketchy stepdads. and now i find whenever i have a guys attention, i hold on to it. and i feed off of every second of it. i love feeling wanted and almost needed. i think […]