Me and my step dad dont ever talk. He’s been my step dad since i was 7 and Im 15 now and we have never had a real conversation. I try to ignore that i dont have a dad in my life but it gets hard. Today my mom asked me to clean the living room and i said ya and nicely asked my step dad to throw his trash away instead of leave it in there and hes like no thats what your for. He honestly doesnt give a shit about me. And Im fine with that i guess.. but I cant stand when […]
Latley I’ve been thinking more and more about suicide. I hate living here. My mom doesn’t give a shit about me. All she does is yell at me for not being good enough. I’ve considered going to meet my dad, but he doesn’t know about me. I don’t want him to go his whole life thinking one thing and then one day me just show up. I don’t know what to do I just don’t want to stay here. My birthday is in a week and all I want is to leave…
I’ve takin’ all of the wonderful advice everyone has givin’ me and I’m doing soo much better. Thank you guys 🙂
I’m kinda new on here and would really like to have someone to talk to about this kinda stuff.. Today wasnt the worst day ever. I always try to stay possitive but somedays i just cant.
 Today I decided life is pointless. It’s just full of broken hearts, hurt feelings, and people that don’t give a crap about you. My mom is normally always here for me.. But not today. I don’t think she realizes how much it bothers/hurts me when she says the things she does. I know that if I’m gone things will be easier for her and probably everyone else. I’m tired of trying to be perfect and getting good grades and hiding all my flaws. Because sooner or later it won’t matter.
 Everyone dies.. Whether it’s old age, a car accident, or even suicide. I […]