I just want to die. I feel life isn’t worth living anymore. I’m
59 years old & i’ve been depressed most of my life. I lost
my job 7 months ago after 16 years on the same job.
I think of suicide all the time. I once called the Suicide
Hotline & blocked my phone#, but they kept me on the
line long enough to trace my address. You see, the
Hotline is actually the Police Dept. I said I was going to
shoot if I saw any Police outside. I meant shoot myself,
not them. Anyway, they figured I was going to shoot at
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