But I always feel a empty inside me… Sometimes it’s very hard hold this feeling and I start cut myself…
It’s insane I know but I feel a little better after this…
And always whem I have a fight with my girl this empty grows and one peace of my heart disappear…
She have afraid of me, she said… She’s afraid that I do something stupid…
Sometimes I think she’s with me because of this fear… Fear of I keep cutting myself or do something worse…
I’m a insecure person, jealousy and depressant…
I’m really sad about my life… And I want kill my self… I thought about this a lot, but never had the “courage” to do…
My girlfriend said I “killed” her happiness, and it broke with all my heart….
I can’t make the most important person in the earth for me happy.. so why I should live more?
All fights is the same… I want give up… I’m not strong enough…
I know it’s a little silly… But is how I feel inside…