Everything is fine with my life.

But I always feel a empty inside me… Sometimes it’s very hard hold this feeling and I start cut myself…
It’s insane I know but I feel a little better after this…
And always whem I have a fight with my girl this empty grows and one peace of my heart disappear…
She have afraid of me, she said… She’s afraid that I do something stupid…
Sometimes I think she’s with me because of this fear… Fear of I keep cutting myself or do something worse…
I’m a insecure person, jealousy and depressant…