I have mixed feelings about suicide. Part of me is so ready to be done with this life. And then there is a part of me that wonders if things will get better if I just give it more time. I have attempted suicide in the past – my first attempt was almost five years ago. I had two more attempts after that. But I was always found and treated. I spent the next few years in mental hospitals and treatment programs, trying to find a way to get better from the crippling depression that […]