Back in August, ,my sweet younger brother was diagnosed with complication of the intestine. He was then due to constantly have to have bowel movements from a colostomy bag and eat trough a tube. This boy, until then, had collected a teaching degree and was on his way to gradutate with a nursing degree that peaked his interest due to his own illness. Brilliant as he was , knowing the civil war inside and out, a plethora of friends,a beautiful but down to earth girlfriend,no one saw it coming. ONe moring he checked himself out of the hospital, went to my […]
leezab39
leezab39
I am 39...have always been diagnosed with bipolar two...the depression side. Slightly do I see the manic side. I could find depression in a field of sunflowers because of so much sadness that has happened that I can't let go of...my mind won't let me. Family and friends have long passed and I'm jealous they have gone to a better place than I am. I only hope they are loved and happy.
I am a 39 year old woman. I have a roof over my head, four cats who love me and a fiance who begs me to move here from my home in Albany. I long to be a part of a family again. WE are both addicts though and I fear this will be done in vain. Im not sure what’s worse though…going home to my empty apt. where my children don’t live due to my depression, it’s dirty as I have given up the desire to clean, I don’t wash the way I did, make up and professional haircuts don’t […]