I was a soldier I went and fought in the war back in 09-10 after returning home I stoped sleeping almost immidiately. Little noises scare me, and whenever I manage to fall asleep I have dreams about the deaths of entire families and it always being my fault as there is something else I could have done to save these people. I feal as if I failed my kid and my future seems so bland no matter how many times I try to improve it seems nothing I do will be good enough for her. I have failed a few times in the past trying […]