i just want to escape from it all… escape my mind, my body, my life… i feel useless to all… as i feel the blade cutting through my veins, i can feel the the liquids dripping down my arm… i can almost smell the blood.. i can almost taste my tears running though my face… i can feel my eyes shutting down unwittingly. trying to stay awake as much as i can, so i can feel the pain that i have enflicted onto you.. now that this is happening you can lay to rest in peace!!
Author
leonidas
So this has been riding my ass for years now!! everyone tries to help me.. but i cant seem to shake it off!! i just want to feel like i belong… i lost my wife and son two years ago!! but since then i fell like a complete looser!! like i dont belong… like i shouldn’t even try!! its either financially, or communicative!! if that is even a word!! i love my ex and of course my son!! but since i moved to New Jersey from California… i really havent been there.. there… and since my family had noticed the distance between me and my […]