i thought i was over being sad. i thought maybe i’d finally moved on or at least banished it to the dark recesses of my head. but it’s here and it hasn’t left. i will be the sole reason why my life will end horribly. i just can’t rid myself of this fucking anxiety and anger. i’m so angry. saw a shrink for the first time in a very long time because i feel on the verge of losing my shit on a daily basis. she thinks it’s because i’m so depressed deep down that i’m not doing anything with my life that i thought […]