Since morning I haven’t left my room.
I just lay in my bed and try to get up do something productive.
I have three tests on Sunday, and I want to start it…
I even opened the book now, but I just burst into tears.
I don’t know why, I want to study, but my mind just can’t handle it or something.
Everything feels so dull, it’s like I’m looking at something then my thrust just seize up and Im overcome with such a chocking feeling of hopelessness…
I just feel so stressed with life and exams are not even started, what am I going […]
The world is screwed up, big time. We are the main reason but…many bad things happen to people everyday.
Its like we are never meant to be truly happy.
We go through living our lives everyday, thinking people have it better than us.
But everyone is battling their own wars, we’re just too caught up in our own whirlwind of emotions that we’re bitter to anyone who looks remotely happy.
They could be wearing a mask just like you, they just wear it better.
I don’t understand how rape happens…
I’m a Christian and, god has the power to make miracles.
He could […]
I’ve kept this facade of being happy in school for so long, so when I was telling my friend about this (she’s kind of my best friend), she asked me is this how I really am?
Like happy( that’s how I come across in school) and can make people laugh because of my randomness.
But I told her at home I’m not happy because everything is tense and well… NOT happy…
I wish I could tell her EVERYTHING…but I literally CAN’T, like I get this cold felling that spreads from my finger tips everywhere. And I can’t always rely on people to listen to […]
I kept waiting for life to get better, like just a bit at least…
I don’t to keep thinking about how much easier it would be to die, I would never take my life though…
I’m just so tired…
Ive been in a a abusive house for all my life…I’m not looking for sympathy, I’m just venting
My mother, god…if only she could open her eyes..
She has the power to stop it…
It’s an all girl household, my mother, sister, aunt and maid, so theres no male
My aunt is an alcoholic, or I dunno…when she drink like every few months
She become this […]