Im done with everything…. bye
I sit in my room.. crying.. balling my eyes out.. screaming in my pillow.. why does my life have to be so horrible..? I cant bare it anymore.. i want to die.. i want to leave this ugly world….. People say there are great places in this world.. well i would love to see them…. Can u show me???? Yah thats what i thought.. no one can show me.. canthey…? Wel no one is listening to me.. so no one cares bout me… why should i live if no one cares……… Goodbye
If i died right now…would anyone even care.. i dont think so… I bet no one would even know if i was gone..
I didnt get how everyone could hate me.. but i kinda know now.. im starting to hate myself for not being perfect… i think its my fault… well im a mean person.. i have anger issues.. i yell sometimes.. i point out the truth.. i lie sometimes… and so much more.. so i guess it is my fault noone likes me or cares bout me…….. well u know u shouldnt be alive if u hate urself right????? Idfk anymore.. im just dont with all this shiz and i cant take it..
I hide my feelings all the time.. i act like i dont care but i do.. i cry myself to sleep everynight.. ill lay there.. and think.. thinking is the worst.. i get myself more upset.. i feel like if i tell people whats wrong.. they will know how to get to me… And even if i did tell someone would they care or would they even listen to what i have to say? Is there someone that will truly listen and care about me….? Im not a mean person but everyone seems to hate me and not give a crap about me… it sucks.. […]
So im in 10th grade.. At school im a loner.. I used to be popular.. People talk shit and now im just there all alone… im suposedly prego… im a baby killing whore.. im a slut.. im a red headed troll.. im fat.. im ugly.. everyone hates me.. i went to the office about it and they just said its high school.. everyone goes thru it … i dont want to even go back.. on top of that.. im in love with this kid.. i know i know im to young to be in love but.. its just i get a feeling when im around […]