It’s been awhile since my last post..I thought everything was going to get better… It hasn’t. I haven’t.  I lost her, I lost Natalie, that was the girl I wrote about, the girl who died. She really truly is the love of my life, but, I thought  I found someone who could take her place. This new girl made me happy, so fucking happy. She stopped my cutting for a little bit and made me feel like I was on top of the world. I guess that’s why it hurt so much when I fell all the way back to the bottom. I’ll tell you […]
I’ve told you her story now I’ll tell you mine. I’m Angel and I’m 13, I’ve gone through so much though so don’t judge me on my age. I’ve been raped and beaten, I’ve been hated on and abused, both physically and mental, I’m suicidal and IÂ cut. I’ve gone through so much and I don’t understand why I’m here anymore. Why do I have to live on this earth full of haters? Anyway, when I was 10 I was put up for adoption and I was taken in by a family in Louisiana. They were okay, for the first week. They had 5 other kids […]
The day I met her, we both realized we could help each other. No one else could look past the point we are both girls though. Everyone laughed at us and called us names, but we smiled and helped each other through it. She cut, so do I, the difference.. she didn’t know when too much was too much, that’s probably why she’s gone. We held our heads high, put it started to get worse. I would be hit, and punched and kicked down, and so would she. I tried to help her I just, I wasn’t strong enough. Her cuts started getting worse, she wouldn’t even wear short sleeves […]
The only one that could keep me alive… she lost her fight helping me live through mine.
The only one that could make me smile… he left me for the normals.
The only ones that could keep away my pain… they moved and left me here.
The only one that could hear my cries… she laughed and call me attention seeker.
The only one I trusted… he told all my secrets and told me it was my own fault and walked away.
Why do I even try?
Why won’t I just die?
Why can’t I just end the pain… everytime I’m reminded of you and I know that you’d want me to keep trying,
Why did you leave me?
Why did […]