I can’t stand people who complain, but won’t change the situation. Just complain about it. Some people say, I hate my job, but don’t actively look for other work or better their resumes to find a job with more to offer. People say, dating sucks (and it does! Don’t let anyone tell you different!) buy they don’t know what they’re looking for or are unwilling to give new things/people a shot. What I hate most is complaining about something that only you can change to fix. If you complain that you’re fat and unhappy, then maybe you should quit eating so much shit, work out […]
Since my relationship crumbled a few weeks ago, I have had this sinking feelingp in the pit of my stomach. I would wake up with it. It’d be with me until I went to bed at night. The only time i could ignore it was at work.
Sometimes, I’d wake up in the morning and cry myself into a vomit session. Worst part about that is not having ingested anything but weed and alcohol for the past 23hours. I’d rather drink than eat. Eating is so hard now but it used to be my favorite thing. Now nothing has taste. I went to bed last night […]
Suicide is comforting. It provides a real and gritty image in my mind when I look at my life in my right hand and envision committing a violent suicide in my left, I feel a little better about my life. I HATE when people say that suicide is the “easy way out” which is what hurt survivors say– never understanding how hard and how heavy that gun is when you lift it to your waiting mouth and hear the gun click, ready to fire. Those people don’t understand what it’s like to plan your own death for weeks on end every time you leave work, […]