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How to do it.

by lilsmore 8/29/2018

written by lilsmore

Hey all,

I’ve been a member for years and delete my posts. Anyway, I have absolutely tried everything to be better, even Christ (whom I love and do believe in).

Something is wrong with me. I have tried for many years and many ways to fix it. I absolutely have done everything.

I am 38 now. I am done. I want to die.

I have researched many ways but I think my best option is jumping off a massive bridge near my hometown that you absolutely couldn’t survive. I can muster the guts if I’m plastered drunk.

What do you all think? And I have nothing planned but I cannot […]

8/29/2018 5 comments

Waste of space. How I wish I could end my life but I am too big of a wimp. Vent

by lilsmore 11/7/2015

written by lilsmore

Hello.

This may be long or short. I don’t know yet…and I apologize for my grammar ahead of time. I do have two college degrees but they aren’t doing me any good so no reason to try and type correctly, eh?

I have some vague memory of creating an account here at some point and I may have posted something. I was obviously drunk when I did. I have read a lot here and it has been quite awhile since I have visited. I was very serious about suicide last year and even made a few lame attempts…and nothing that got me landed in a psychiatric ward.

I […]

11/7/2015 3 comments