Day and night I want to die. I think what do I have to offer ? My son would be better off without me my wife already left me and its not like my parents would really give a flying crap that there stepson died. I have spent three months looking for a job and 2 of those months I never got to see my son. everyday the words die die die, kill your self, there better off without you plays through my head like the Masters drums. it just keeps getting worse and no matter what meds the doctors give me its still there. […]
