i have just cut for the first time. after i tried to kill myself a couple years ago i promise i wouldn’t do anything like that again. my depression has been wrapping around me tighter and tighter lately. i sat in my room crying when i remembered i had a pocket knife in my dresser. without hesitation i walked up to it, grabbed the knife and cut my inner thigh. after i saw the blood, i started to bawl my eyes out. it was almost as if something took over ,y body and told me to do this… but i feel like the wounds of […]
All my life when presented with a choice to makethe better choice, I choice the lesser. Instead of standing for what I believed was “right” I took the road of the coward. Or I made de isions without thinking of the end result. All of these choices lead me to where I am now. I’m back to drinking myself to sleep every night, I can’t even function around people any more. I’ve lost all of my true friends because I pushed them away. Why would I do this? because over the years I’ve been feeding myself lies of my own motives and who I tmruly was… […]
so i’m drunk again its got ahjjld on me. but i’m all riht with it for now. but honestly i just wana hav a conversation. i don’t reall talk to people any more, but despiute my social anxiety i still miss interaction. so i cant pro ise a fully intellectual conversation. Â ut i wouldn’t mind talking to someone =)
ok… thanks anyyways everoen…
i was an alconolic for 3 years. i havn’t touched it foo about a year now but i kinda jumped back into it last week aggain. i know i shouldnt but its i know how goood it feels now that i get drunk again. normally im afraidd to talk to people or even hav simple human interacton. but when i drink tgose irrational fears r gone. but one thing that hasnt gone away  is my loneliness. so i understand if no one wantsb to talk to a drunk guy riht now… but i’d figure i’d put thos out there justt imcase…
i don’t really know why i’m posting this for it seems counterproductive to getting better but i’m drunk for the first time in awhile for goood reason snd it feels amazing! i know i shouldn’t turm to this t solve my pronlems. but for the first timee in awhile, i’m truly happy =)
I don’t knownif anyone else has been on an anti depression drug but i recently
got taken off of my prescription and i’m not doing so well. mentally i’m feeling a little
more stable than I have been lately but I can’t keep any food down and I’m hot
and cold at the same time and my insomnia is back. Is any of this a normal reaction
when stopping a prescription like this?
its worse than it has ever been. My depression has surrounded me more than ever.
‘Every day I do less and less, to the point where all I do is lay in my bed . I can’t cry any more , I feel that my sadness has become too strong for me to let it go this way,
I am a student and I don’t even go to my classes any more. Human interaction has turned into almost an impossible thing. Looking back on it I was never ready for college, or for real life for that matter. Every time […]