Have spent the last few hours procrastinating and crying. Have done nothing today. Don’t really care.
I don’t think I’ve ever had so many friends. I’ve never felt so alone. I left my husband in the summer, I just didnt love him any more. I pissed it up against the wall like I do everything else. I lost him on purpose.
It always comes back to this, I’m so tired of falling backwards all the time. I don’t want to do it any more. I have no family within a couple of hundred miles. We hardly ever speak. I don’t know when the last time my mum […]