anyone can tell me if they chat room is still on? I can’t find it
No, in the words of MCR I’m not okay, and I don’t know why, I’ve never felt so alone, the only person I want around chooses to ignore me, I hate that people think you have to have a reason to be this sad this suicidal, I wish I was child I know I’m not a adult but I’m also in charge of my life now, and I feel like a useless low life a nobody a fuck up
At age 5, she wants to be a ballerina.
At age 8, she wants to be an astronaut.
At age 10, she wants to be a teacher.
At age 13, she wants to be a doctor.
At age 16, she wants to be dead.
Has anyone else felt so humiliated it feels like you walk out your room naked and every ones laughing at you and you feel like you did it you’re self, YOU made you’re self look stupid by choosing to “Look On The Bright Side”….and all that happens is that at the end of the day nobody cares about it as much as you?
where I live I hardly meet people with my taste in music
I like THE Smiths while they like christina aguilera,
I guess it’s my age?
I like songs like “flowers”-psychedelic furs all the way to “i bleed”-pixes
in sleep overs I just bump up these kinds of bands/songs and I don’t know…any one suggest thins I might like?
to “what do I get”-buzzcocks
My back hurts. My head hurts. I feel like I might vomit. My life feels so boring no matter what my shrink says. I wish I was in 19someting movie. My scalp iches. I wish I was so nieve and care-less. Maybe I’m just very pessimistic. Where’s my gold ticket, and the green haired migits?
Where’s Cindy Lauper singing about my friends and having a adventure?
Where’s my duckie and my rich kid crush? And where is the alian I found in my back yard?
Where is the romance and the other friends I met in books? I don’t think I’m sad,mad..not even numb […]
Cough Cough*
I’d rather drink your urine,
Swallow your spit,
Then breath in all you bullshit. -Elizabeth
Have you ever starting writing a post,
then realised that nobody would actually care?
I know it’s over
And it never really began
But in my heart it was so real
And you even spoke to me, and said :
“If you’re so funny
Then why are you on your own tonight ?
And if you’re so clever
Then why are you on your own tonight ?
If you’re so very entertaining
Then why are you on your own tonight ?
If you’re so very good-looking
Why do you sleep alone tonight ?
I know …
‘Cause tonight is just like any other night
That’s why you’re on your own tonight
That’s all I think I can relate too, someone […]
this passing year has been a blur.
I don’t want to sit here and just ***** about my life, but it seems like that’s all I can do for myself. I’ve thought of killing myself during school while in school, I know I have an okay life
I really don’t know why I’m so sad,or depressed numb maybe I feel like the after feeling when you eat Mc.donals and you just feel so lazy and blowded.
I go to therapy one a week, take meds.
I think I have friends, I hate that feel like I’m in a puddle of self pity, maybe I am
I thought I was […]