No, in the words of MCR I’m not okay, and I don’t know why, I’ve never felt so alone, the only person I want around chooses to ignore me, I hate that people think you have to have a reason to be this sad this suicidal, I wish I was child I know I’m not a adult but I’m also in charge of my life now, and I feel like a useless low life a nobody a fuck up
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Everyone here ur friend, i’ll be ur friend, but need more details to help u.
I’ll be happy to give u advice, do u want to live or to die?
right now I don’t want to killmyself I mean
yes, I do want to die
god yes…but I’ve been planning till the end of summer i don’t know why
I thought I’d be happy and have fun and when it ends my life will too but so far it’s been a lonely summer maybe the worst
& what do u want from others? Alone u r fre to go anywhere, do u have money to go in tour? go to India or Malysia, its cheap & beautiful. go to Istanbul its fantastic city. Look for ur love, love is everywhere. but I need to know “is it shame to be alone?”
I can’t go anywhere I’m 16, and live in down town L.A. if that says enough about the familly money, I’ve been alone I’ve had company around me and felt like outsider, what I want from others..it’s not “others” it’s very specific people I know some people can’t always be in your life and they don’t know what to do …but why cant they just be there?! When they can, they do have time on their hands I just want good company I don’t need to cry to somebody I have a therapist for that, in some ways I think it can be shame to be alone in other way it can’t, being alone nobody can hurt you, or can they? Being alone nobody talks to you being alone nobody wants you around being alone your just the debbie downer anyways being alone…is being alone…
What about highschool, u have many to talk to them, killing yourself will break thier heart cuz they care but u dont feel. Come on, u must have someone close in family or school.
I am like you even worse because i have social phobia and i just can’t be around other people and that is the reason i can’t be independent…it is hard for me even to go to the store.In school i was always alone,i was bullied and i was living in fear with that school.Know i hate myself so much and i am so depressed.I can’t live with my had i have such plans too..when the school begin 🙂 This thought give me little peace with myself.
girl 17
Liz & Elena, just be friends, support each other, u have same problems, forget everything & message together & share plans to live not to die. u seem to be closer than me, i’m an engineer in an oil co in Iraq, my age is total of urs. so its ur chance to know more about the other & survive (why not?).