Wow. This site is interesting. I felt really weird as usual looking up things today related to death and suicide. I found myself combing through this site called gonetoosoon.org. U can read online memorials of ppl who have died. And u can search HOW they died. So there I was reading memorial after memorial of suicidal deaths. I am 28. I see that there are many ppl on here that feel the way I do. But in real life–I find none. I have spent the better part of my adult life trying to cope with this blackness, and emptiness and darkness. And ( I do […]