Ok so it has been really hard for me to admit this but I’m a bad person! I do not care about anyone or anything?! I’m always and only worried about me! Its like I know im this evil person but I don’t do anything! I fear everything! I fear driving and dying I fear people not liking me when why should they I’m a fuck up and it’s like I know im a fuck up but I don’t do anything , I’ve been on this site before and read others posts but im so concerned with myself that I can’t even care and isn’t […]
Ok so idk if any of you get this but I have really bad memory about things that I’ve said or happened in the past. I’m not saying that my memory in General is bad bc it’s not I remember a lot of things from the past it’s just I remember the “wrong ” stuff I guess you could say I don’t remember the things I should and it’s bc I remember little dumb stuff like how ppl treated me in the past little arguments just the negative stuff from my past and it’s so upsetting when im having a conversation and I don’t remember […]
I feel like ending my life. I feel like I don’t deserve to live because I’m not a good person I’m always unhappy even when things are good. I’m 19 and I recently won a scholarship to go to
School & at first I was super happy but now  I’m about to start in 2 days but I’m not excited anymore (btw it’s my first semester) but it’s like there was so many problems with getting the scholarship in my funds and I had so many issues understanding the the whole process of what was going on with my enrollment and all that stuff. Ugh […]