everything that happens in my life goes the wrong way. you dont know what you’ve got ’till its gone. i cant even think anymore of whats wrong or right. im too lazy to think of something knowing i will kill myself eventually one day. or be in the risk of it. i have no friends, no job, cant even drive. no social or sex life. i hate being the way i am, i feel a huge resentment of being gay. i get good opportunities up in myface, but i cant get them due to my health conditions ,and i just have no time to have a social life, […]
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im still feeling ugly having an std. it makes me more depressed knowing i have it for the rest of my pathetic life.. im 21 and i cant think of the fact that i wont have a love life. and i hate bein gay and full of resentment . but i only like being a bottomm,… and thats where i have the virus. it suckss. i wanna fucking die if love wont be part of my life.
..so my lovevlife is over ? ? i got the human p. virus.. i have no idea from who. though im pertty sure it was from my ex bf.. and now b/c of it i had to get surgery and now i need to get it again.. its been almost a year since i had the surgery and it sucks. i wont be able to be in a relationship or start seeing someone if I dont get rid of this again… and its gonna be the same routine for the rest of my life… so wtf.. i hate this.. and life. its like im not […]
good looking people are
ASSHOLES!
…sucks. i hate it. EVERYONE has it and if u dont u dont have any way of comunicating with others. if u dont have facebook ur like an ”outcast”. i dont have it cause i havent got many friends nd b/c people judge u from what pics u have how many , what u do, what u like, etc .. i think it ruined societies way of keeping in touch,,so did blackberrys. phone calls dont exist anymore. its facebook or bbmessaging. what happened to the old ways ? i miss that
So I have like these 2 groups of so called friends at my university. im a sophmore and i have a long way to finishing school. and one group consists of two girls, and the other one of like ten people mostlyt guys, whom last year ive been friends with em . but now like thigns changed beacuase of me and basically they hate me casue im with the other chicks.. and its my fault. and on the other hand im too deppressed with some personal and family issues which makes me not want to talk in schholl. or do that well. i dont feel motivated… hate the […]