im still feeling ugly having an std. it makes me more depressed knowing i have it for the rest of my pathetic life.. im 21 and i cant think of the fact that i wont have a love life. and i hate bein gay and full of resentment . but i only like being a bottomm,… and thats where i have the virus. it suckss. i wanna fucking die if love wont be part of my life.
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it must suck to have an (uncurable?) std.. :-\
you could always be like me where there’s nothing apparently wrong with you, you’re just always rejected and alone.
Unless it is AIDS or something else that will kill you you can still have love with an STD.
Not the best life to have but still U;m sure there is some treatment for it.
Just make sure you inform whoever you are dating. And I’m assuming you are a gay male from what you said. Just make sure you use condoms from now on.
Also if you search online there are sites for people with STD’s looking for partners with the same.
I don’t have an STD, so there’s no way I can fully understand, but I cannot cope with touch. Like you I’m 21 and I worry I’ll never be able to have a love-life as I cannot have sex. However, there are so many ways you can have a love life, and even a sex life, when you practice safe sex. You could always find a partner who also has the virus, or you could have sex with clothes on etc. Don’t feel like this is the end of the road, there might be options you could explore?
Many relationships do not rely heavily on sex (and sex can be just making-out etc, ratehr than anything that could spread the virus), I know so many people who have great relationships with either no, or very little sex involved.
it is uncurable. human pap virus.
yeah i know i do feel alone with this subject!