I am getting worse and worse and worse
I wish I was my sister. She is such a nice person and has such a wonderful life. Actually I want to be everybody but me
Really having a bad day today. I feel like crying
I hate my life
It’s almost been a year now.. Started out as a depression (I think) and now I don’t even know what it is even more.. Tried everything from therapy to tdcs. As I said some people are not ment to be happy. There also comes a point where everybody around you stops caring and gets sick and tired of you. Life really sucks
I think some people are just not ment to be happy..
Do you also sometimes feel limited because of your own personality? I just want to be somebody else, I feel so unhappy all the time
I would do or give anything in the world to be a happy and normal person. What did I do wrong to deserve this. My life is pure agony, please don’t let me wake up tomorrow please
Am I the only one having these horrible nights without sleep and panic attacks where your heart beats so fast and you even start sweating?
I feel so sad and extremely lonely at the moment. Everybody in my family probably hates me now. Even my favorite sister that I care for so much (she’s 6 years older than me) hates me too I think
MY NARCISSISTIC SISTER FOUND ALL MY BENADRYL AND HID IT SOMEWHERE I CANT FIND IT
Taking 7g of benadryl tomorrow morning. I will keep you posted while conscious. I just hope it works (found a couple reported cases of death with more thank 5g) , don’t care about the pain..
Hi everybody, so I am planning on taking an overdose tonight or tomorrow morning, but i need some advice. Should I do this at home (my mother and father are at home and the overdose might cause hallucinations so might cause me to talk or something and they’ll hear it) or should I sleep over at my sister’s house and do it in the morning (8 am, she gets home at 12.30 am)? I am really doubting because I want to succeed so it’s better to be alone, but it also feels weird to do it at my sister’s place
Today I dreamt that I was given a lethal injection. I just slipped away in darkness and it was so peaceful. I was so angry when I woke up to find out it was a dream
I don’t have a personality. I don’t know who I am, let along stand others. When I die I want to forget about everything. No memories nothing.
I came at a point where the pain of the method doesn’t even matter anymore. All that matters is the outcome; death
Is (enough) air injection into a vein a painful way to go? I need a plan b if the h doesn’t work
My h arrived today, my syringe is ready (was able to put it in the vein today). Tomorrow morning it is time for my first attempt. I hope I will succeed
Okay so today I bought a syringe, cause I decided to shoot the H up instead of snorting (greater chance of quick death), and I was just practicing to get the syringe in a vein properly. I couldn’t even stick it in propery because it was painful. I am a real baby. Tomorrow I will keep trying to get the needle in properly so that I am ready for friday
If you could be someone else, with another personality, would you still want to die? Oh and 400 people die every year due to falling off a chair. This is not a joke
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