I just finished writing a letter to my friends, family and my fiance. I cant believe my life has come to this. I read over the note and put it in away for now. Im not sure whether I want to go through with it or not. I dont even have a concrete plan yet. I would want it to be something painless, something quick.
I honestly think I would have already done it by now if I wasnt such a wimp. Then there are all the religious repercussions for this decision. I dont want to go to hell but I dont want to live like […]