Amy, its been 3 years since your passing and I want to leave you a message but never knew where without being ridiculed and questioned whether or not I’m not ok. I was thinking of the day we me so young and carefree I was hopeless and depressed when you met me. That changed so quickly I suddenly had purpose for everything I had a reason to like myself and to like the world around me. I still have your glasses from freshman year safely perched next to the last picture of us, the last time I didn’t fake my smile, the last time […]
loveless1189
loveless1189
Biographical? Well I'm 22 and ive hated myself as long as I can remember ive had a couple attempts and failed obviously, people have outcasted my and no matter how hard I try to make life better it just blgets worse as the days go by, I lost my best friend when I could have saved him, I lost my one true love amy and with her all hope of not being alone and of happiness. Ive been in the hospital and it was worse than hell. Tried therapy to always leave them win nothing to saye. I think about killing myself daily almost every waking minute of my life at this point. And I (not literally) believe I have a curse, everyone who finds their way on my heart becomes scared of me like I'm some fucking monster and leave me alone as usual.so
Well as the title States I’m new to this site. My names tj and I am cursed and bated by everyone and everything. If there is a God which I don’t believe there is I’m pretty sure he hares me as well. I lost my best friend, my girlfriend and pretty much everyone who’s ever been in my heart either by choice or not. No matter how hard I try to be a good person and nice to everyone it always goes horribly wrong. Most recently I found a girl who I began to fall in love with ironically with the same name as my […]