lunachk

I was doing ok for a while….busy, had an relatively active social life, pursuing my dream (acting)….but now, seems as though things have come full stop.  I hate it!!!  Starting to think those dark thoughts again….starting to wonder if it’s really worth it.  Hate my job!!!  Hate my life!!!  Hate being alone.  Sure, I have my family (minus my Dad who passed away in Feb), but I really don’t want to burden them.  This is my ordeal.  I think I need to keep busy, it’s only when I’m busy that I don’t have a chance to think.  Sitting and thinking is death.  Thinking about my […]