I was the most picked on girl and I still am. Over the summer my mom and I got into many many fights. She had told me over and over that if I died her life would be perfect. So I started taking pills and cutting after almost one year of not cutting. She gets drunk one night and yells at me till I leave the house at ten. I walk to town almost six miles away. I sit down because all the pills kick in. Now I also must say I was drinking to that night. But after I sat down a cop pulled […]
I was always told by everyone that I was weird, crazy, and ugly. I never thought that I was worth anything. When I was younger my dad pushed me to be the best and say what I have to say and not keep things bottled up inside. So I’m going to say something not one of my friends knows. I was molested as a young girl. Now every time my boyfriend kisses me I cringe. That was why when my boyfriend first ask me if we could go further than just 2nd base I just left. Then he ask again I talked to my dad […]
Last year I would cut my self every chance I got. My friends, Hunter and Laura, were the first to notice. The keeper telling me to stop but I continued. Then my teacher, Ms.Ring sent me up to my school’s conciler. She told me all the reasons why I should live. I have a brother, a sister, and so many friends. When ask me why I wanted to die. I told her about how I get called so many names, and how everyone says I get my clothing at Walmart and the doller store. Then when I go home I get called more names like […]