I fucked up with the only girl that I really loved. She was the only person that I felt comfortable with telling about my suicidal thoughts and know i’m pretty sure she hates me and it’s all my fault. It all started last Wednesday when I got high for the first time, I told her I wouldnt after she found that my friend that i was going to see that day had weed. She was looking out for me but then I got drunk and then I did it. She found out on friday two days later and felt really sad and hurt towards me […]
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I have something that is like an anti-depressant for me, Music. Its very weird because if im not listening to music I have depressing, suicidal thoughts but as soon as I play music I become a happy person, I even sing and sometimes dance when music is on. I have found something that vanquishes my depression for a short time, if all the rest of you could just find something to help with your depression like I have music you will find a real change in yourself. Give it a try for your benefit.
Im new to this site, found out about it yesterday, read some of the stories so now I joined. When I was 12 or 13 I started to become really depressed, It changed my life alot, I stopped wanting to go out to places I used to have fun at, I didnt want to eat as much, I just wanted to stay in my room in the dark and lay there thinking about how much of a horrible excuse of a human I was. My family, my friends all expected me to grow up become this smart, respectable man and get a good job to […]