Everythings so over whelming now that everyone knows my secrets i dont want to be here , i dont want to have to put up with the pain , My parents are disoppinted , My parents make me feel overwhelmed and scared and alone , i hate that i feel like this , i hate that i wanna be dead , I hate that im putting everyone through this shit ., i want to be dead
Sometimes i question why i’m still alive , theres days where i love my life , but then theres days i dont want to be alive , I have been abused ,. i’m a drug abuser , i smoke ans pop pills , trying to forget the pain of the moment , i know it wont make it any better , i got hospitalized monday for attepmted suicde , the hospital was the worst place for me , I didnt want to be there or ever be alive , but i was forced ., Help me ..