Everythings so over whelming now that everyone knows my secrets i dont want to be here , i dont want to have to put up with the pain , My parents are disoppinted , My parents make me feel overwhelmed and scared and alone , i hate that i feel like this , i hate that i wanna be dead , I hate that im putting everyone through this shit ., i want to be dead
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I understand the pain you must feel. When secrets of any kind are exposed, it hurts. Especially when you confide in someone just to have them fall through and expose the deepest core of who you are. It’s uncomfortable and the gashes that it leaves, can be permanent. Your parents, they love you, whatver you may have done to momentarily disappoint you, I’m sure will pass. With most parents, their kids let them down in one form or another, it happens, it’s part of life and growing up and making mistakes, but all in all, they love you, truly. If you ever need anyone to talk to, no matter what it’s about, good or bad, I’m here, and I’d love to chat with you sometime. Please take care, and here’s my e-mail just in case, hope to hear from you. amanda_paris333@hotmail.com
Does it feel better? to let it all out?
you are not alone, I too want to be dead. I want it so bad, I can taste it. I don’t do it at this point because I would leave a wife behind who depends on me for a lot of things. It makes taking my dirt nap very hard to do. If I was single, this would be so much easier.