Sometimes i question why i’m still alive , theres days where i love my life , but then theres days i dont want to be alive , I have been abused ,. i’m a drug abuser , i smoke ans pop pills , trying to forget the pain of the moment , i know it wont make it any better , i got hospitalized monday for attepmted suicde , the hospital was the worst place for me , I didnt want to be there or ever be alive , but i was forced ., Help me ..
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i dont know if youre been to the hospital before for the reason of suicide.
but people there can really help you, They dont study suicide for nothing. you should atleast give them a chance.
stay strong girl, life has many ways to make your life better
and the more people you share your story with, the more ways become open.
I know being in the hospital was a good thing , but i also have ansiety & Panic attacks and am dignosted with depression & add and hdhd so it makes things kinda hard .
what kind of help are you looking for? My suggestion is to get off the drugs. Of all the problems in your life, drugs is the one that will hold you back the most. I’m 3 years under the influence so take it from me, I know what I’m talking about. Life off of drugs is unnaceptable; I know that feeling. I’ve given up on being helped/saved for the most part, so I smoke till my hearts content. But if you truly want help, want to have a normal life with the rest of the mouth breathers, get off the pot/get off the pills. Check yourself into rehab, do what it takes if you’re serious about getting help. This is the first step to help, cutting out the drugs. Get your body functioning again without the junk and THEN you can start on therapy and anti-depressants etc etc. Baby steps
I’ve been off drugs for a week or too , it was my escape from life , rehab isnt an oppition for me , im only 14 & my parents dont know , im scared to tell them , Ive been a smoker / pill head for 4 years its not one of them things i can quit , im scared ,.
There is no quick fix; remember that as well. The easy way out usually leads into more issues. You want your rehabilitation to be difficult, to push you beyond whatever you thin your limit is. It has to be really hard for it to ever be really good. Good luck, honestly. email me if you need support at all
hugginspowers@gmail.com