we were friends on FB, ur acct has been deactivated, i cannot reach you, please contact me! I LOVE YOU!!!!
here i am at the fucking crossroads again…FUCK!!!!! I HATE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Depression has wrapped its arms around me, i am so fucking tired of this battle, day after day after fucking day. Yea take MORE meds! yea THAT IS THE FUCKING ANSWER!!!!!!!!!!!! take ALL of them!
the balls (sorry guys, only words:) to step up and admit our shit, guarantee it everybody has shit, but they wont step up n say, so WE are better than them!!!!!! 😀
there’s nothing wrong with us…theres something wrong with everyone else………
highs n lows are friggin unreal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO wonder i get sick of …shyte!
to ANYONE around me that i have an incurable disease??? THEY THINK that if i change my ‘habits’ it will cure me? DUMBASSES!! NO MATTER how many links i send to them to help them understand, they STILL THINK, that the disease is all up to me, and that i can make the ‘changes’ necessary to turm it around!! once again…DUMBASSES!!! SELFISH DUMBASSES!!!!!
When you find yourself hanging on a thread, Grab hold of the rope I’m throwing you and hold on with everything you have…
The stipulations you live under sound like prison, it must really suck to have so many things controling what you have to do and when you can do it… You know its funny when you take a good look around and see who is really in control, all… the reasons why and the excuses show your true power so look at it good and study it till you figure it out… Im just going to tell it like it is, forget trying to […]
In the vision there is wisdom, In the wisdom there is great power, the power is gained through flexibility and sacrifice cant you see??? Now go to the next time in the future, When in the past it was a problem and notice whats different now:)
” your thoughts become your words. your words become your behavior. your behavior becomes your habits. your habits become your values. your values become your destiny.â€
I dont get it..i dont want to get it…i want it be done n over with..life is a daily struggle, i am sick of it, how do i do it w/out hurting my husband?? If i only wernt married it wud b so much easier..all my life i have always complicated my life shit…
just for once i would love to go over that edge, just jump, c wat happens, let that fucking mental breakdown just happen, let the walls crumble down c wat ..o shit….., if it were only me the choices wud b easier, but, im married, shit, now i have t o take his feelings into consideration, if i had known that i was going to end up like this i NEVER wud have married, its like u r too friggin scared to jump but there is no other option, so u r there on the edge just…just…puting off the inevitable…..today sux…
the anxiety is sky friggin high today, i am drinking beer, smoking pot n cigs the meds r not working nemore cuz i refuse to increse the dosage so im not a zombie!!!!!!!!!!!! all this cuz i cudnt get on a friggin stupid! COPD chat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh im soooooooo pissed!!!!!
I absolutely love this site n it helps me with my depression, but i have another serious health prob…COPD, do any of you know of a COPD 24/7 chat room? I found 1 but do not have the right MIRC? MRIC? or whatever n it was sooooooooooooooooooooo frustrating to b so close n not get there, n i do not need those kind of feelings.. now im pizzed!!! shit it happens THAT easily even on meds!!!!!!
My biggest prob 2day is that i have a incurable diagnosis…COPD>Chronis Obstructive Pulmonary Disease>Emphysema……among:muscle strain to the lower back,migraines,menopause,high blood pressure, high cholesteral, anxiety,depression, rosacea, diabetes, with COPD being the latest diagnosos in Jan. I ACCEPT THIS SHIT, n want to get my friggin ducks in a row…Y??? do the ppl around me fight me on this?? R they the ones who will eventually b living within 100 feet of themselves like I will b wen im on oxygen?
you ARE important, u r worthwhile, u r who u r, GOD created u, u r “OK” just the way u r…..n I LOVE YOU!
say what you want, speak out about how you feel…it IS “OK”
Im new here and i sure wish i had found this site much earlier.
Since july ive been on an anti~depressant, started an anti~anxiety in Feb. Im 53 and its been rough for along time.
Have i tried to commit suiside? yes, twice, once with a gun, the other time by drowning, saved both times by someone else., by people who cared even tho i didnt. Im an addict, still…rehab, arrest and jail didnt help, but i have backed off of coke and meth, just cigs n herb now. Life……for me a daily struggle, every damn day its about staying alive one more day. Eating, drinking, peeing, […]