I live with parents trying to support the, by both my money and my attention. But they not only do not appreciate it but also do bad things to me. I do this because I think it’s a good thing and because of my religious beliefs. But God also seems to not appreciate it.
I work every day and the cycle continues again and again. I dream of living like a pirate – of doing what he want whenever he want. I am 31 years old.
Also recently I meet a woman who sad that she loved me, but she only was with me because of money. I took a lot of loans for here and than discovered that she was not true to me.
I hate girls, because they are so self-confident and just can not love. I hate people in general. Often when I am on the street I so hate some man or woman that I stay until they walk away. I do not know why – may be they seem happy or self-confident or seems do not care about such people as me.
Can not write much, I am at work.