I keep waiting for the feeling of not wanting to live anymore to go away…then I think I just realized it never will….
This is life now
Just when I think I’m starting to feel better, like a punch in the face it reminds me how depressed I actually am and that what I really want more than anything is to not be here anymore. These feelings will be here forever
How can I feel so numb from everything an everyone yet still be in so much pain. So much. I just want out, I’m honestly tryna make it work but then I wake up in the morning and it all repeats. At least I’ve still got my plan, I hope I wont need it but I know I will.
Another conversation passes another friend I’ve pretended with. life’s a game I don’t wanna play anymore. But I have to, if not for myself than for my friends….i cant be so selfish to them. To Tammy Lee
I feel sad all the time. I cant even watch a kids movie without thinking the fake cartoon I see on the screen is the saddest thing out. I just wanna be normal again and this pain to go away, im sick of feeling this way