i know u r on here Sarah. but if i think i”m gonna post anoither story bout how i want to kill myself it’s not gonna happen
I’ve come to realize that they call it the human race for a reason. It’s because just like in any other race there are winners and losers and i unfortunately am a loser….and now i just want the race to end so i can be at peace…..i’m just so tired of running and feeling like i’m getting nowhere…………
well i finally screwed up the last chance i had at happiness. i knew it was inevitiable, i guess i was just dreaming when i thoght i coukld be happy…i was so very wrong. well at leasti know know…i tried and failed and now there is only one thing left to do….i need to die …put an end to this pathetic excuse for a life…………..
well i triedf my best to make my life work but i fell short…i guess it i true whay they say….it doesn’t matter where u go u will alsways be misable because u take yourself with u. So i’m done. good bye.
I doubt any of you read or remember my previous posts…it’s been awhile.So in short…just to recap…last yr i found myself a 40 yr old virgin who had never even been on a date and was convinced that i would die alone. All i wanted was to end my suffering…i was at my breaking point and just wanted my life to end.I felt i need to voice my feelings and since i didn’t have anyone to talk to i went online and found this website and so i told my story not thinking anything would come of it, just needed to get it off my […]
well i’ve had enough i gave it 0ne last chance but now i realize my life will never change. it’s time to except the truth and just give up. i will never be happy. it’s time for me to go thankyou to everyone who cared and tried to help. but it was just too late. goodbye…..
I am so sorry Sarah…Sorry for draging you into my pathetic world. I just wanted it so bad. Wanted so much for it to be true and for a brief moment i thought it actually could be. Then reality came crashing in. It woke me from my fanstasy. The fanstasy that i could actually love someone. God i so wanted to be able to love. It felt so close. You seemed to say all the right things. All the things i so desparately wanted to hear and i choose to believe them even when reality was screaming at me not to. Unfortunately it just couldn’t […]
Well this is my second posting, it’s been awhile, but as the title says I’m still here. If you want to know my while story read my first post titled “If I only knew then what I know now”. In summary i turned 40 yrs old not too long ago and suffer from social anxiety disorder. It’s not as severe as many others may have, I am able to function in society, but can’t make any real connections. In truth I’ve been alone my whole life. Even surrounded by family who I love and who love me I am […]
     I have read a few of the other posts here and I believe that I’m a bit older then many of you. Here is my story. I always felt like I was different from everyone else, but didn’t start having thoughts of suicide until I was 14. Even then it was only once in a while.I made it through high school and one year of college without an attempt, although the feelings became increasingly worse every f***ing day! In high school I pretended I was fine. When I was around anyone I always had a smile or a funny comment. No one, especially my […]