I have just joined this site and I have no clue how I found it. All I know is that I need help and I dont have a way to get it. I have been sad and depressed for four years now and I have no idea how to handdle it. My grandparents dont know and no one in my family does. I tryed to comit suicied 3 times over all. And all most succed once. Is there any way out of this hell?