Genuinely, the only source of extreme unhappiness I receive is through living with my parents and interacting with them. I have never had the displeasure of being insulted and criticized as much by anyone other than my parents. I hate having an extreme MAGA alcoholic dad whose entire personality revolves around Trump worship and a boomer view on the world. My mom says she wants to break up with him but then does nothing and actively pretends to be fine around him. Speaking of my mom, the other day she told me she wanted to slap me in the face because I was […]
Daylight savings genuinely ruin my mental health. I usually wake up later in the morning, around 11 am, not by choice but due to my awful circadian rhythm.
Anyways, due to this I get at most, like, 5-6 hours of daylight before it’s pitch black again. I genuinely hate living in a densely populated city, the light pollution is so intense that there’s no night sky at all. Horribly depressing. There’s no seasons here either, I live in the south where I get to choose between summer, summer 2, or summer with occasional leaves falling.
Afterwards, my dad gets home from work to blast Fox News all […]
I’m inching closer to being quarter of a century old, two years shy in fact. Yet I have no accomplishments or major goals in life. Around this time, people would be graduating college and finding employment, but here I am in my state of arrested development, hiding in my room. I had thought I’d be far, far away from home by now. Either that or I wouldn’t make it to see eighteen, but I was too fearful to make either choice. I’ve been waiting around a week for a job to call me back after an interview, but the more time passes the […]
Every year since around 2020, I’ve genuinely hated growing older, because it means I’m running out of time to be happy, or find my own happiness. I’ve heard Gen Z is in a state of arrested development/Peter Pan syndrome but honestly how could you blame us when the world is currently the way it is? It’s impossible to make any significant milestones because the price of everything makes it impossible. What’s worse is I’ve been clinically depressed with crippling social anxiety ever since I was 12. Which I regret feeling, because life was less awful during those years. I could have spent them playing or […]