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minky5

I swear to god, I can’t deal with my sister and her stupid friend. All my sister does is criticize me and her friend constantly puts me down and insults me. Honestly, I’m about done with it. I can’t put on a fake smile and pretend everything’s okay anymore or I’ll go insane. I’m thinking of these four different things to do…

1. I could politely ask them to stop

2. I could tell them to stop more assertively

3. I could punch them both in the face

4. I could not say anything and start crying like a baby

God knows I am way to much of a coward […]

1/10/2014 5 comments

I am in hell

by minky5 1/8/2014

written by minky5

My foster mother keep bribing me to tell her what’s wrong. But for some reason, I keep refusing. She kicked my leg and said, “Come on dear, please tell me!” I just got up and walked into my room, having a good hard cry. I never hurt so bad since I’ve been in foster care for a month and a half. Just fuck it all. Fuck life. I’m fucking over it. Kill me now. I’m done.

And to make matters worse, I found out my boyfriend was cheating on me, so I broke up with him. Now I’m alone because I had nobody else to talk […]

1/8/2014 4 comments

I can’t take it anymore.

by minky5 12/31/2013

written by minky5

I’ve been crying for the past two hours. Why can’t I stop crying? 🙁 I want to just stop it all. I feel so depressed over drug abuse from my dad. Earlier my dad was high on drugs and he threatened to throw my eleven year old brother out on the streets. Later, I shouted at my dad because he said he was going to throw me out too.Â I shouted at him, telling him he was nuts. Dad said he’d rather be homeless than live with me and my brother. Now I’m scared. I’m seriously thinking about telling the fucking police because I can’t deal […]

12/31/2013 4 comments

Depression is way more than sadness.

by minky5 12/26/2013

written by minky5

Most people who have never had depression think depression is no more than just sadness. However, depression is much, much more. It is a never ending link of sadness. It doesn’t go away for a long time. Sometimes it doesn’t go away at all. There is almost no happiness when your are depressed or suicidal. For example, imagine when you are extremely sad. Now imagine that that extremeÂ sadness never, ever goes away, at least not for a very long time. That is what it is like when you have depression.

Like I remember one time, I was at a thanksgiving party (This was last year in […]

12/26/2013 4 comments

Nobody gives a feel about me

by minky5 12/26/2013

written by minky5

I was at school. I just recently found out that a mean girl from last year said that I had head lice and I should just go kill myself. Of course, I just laughed my ass off since that mean girl wasn’t good looking herself and tried to do that because she thought of herself as ugly. For the first three weeks of hearing that I was fine… until something happened…

My sister, who is in the same school and grade as me, became friends with that mean girl’s sidekick. Every time I passed my sister’s new friend, they would both just roll their eyes. I […]

12/26/2013 6 comments

What am I going to do…

by minky5 12/25/2013

written by minky5

I do not even care anymore. I is not carin about grammar right now. I remember I was at school about a month ago wen my sis and her friend came up to me and said rude things about me and my boy friend. I was sad. I ran home and cryed. my boyfriend was sad too. he tried to comfort me but he don’t know how much I hurt on the inside. of course I aint got no guts for suicide but it still hurts. I am in pain. there Is not light when yu have depression. and don’t you get sick of people […]

12/25/2013 6 comments

minky5

minky5

What did I do to them?

I am in hell

I can’t take it anymore.

Depression is way more than sadness.

Nobody gives a feel about me

What am I going to do…