Nobody gives a feel about me

I was at school. I just recently found out that a mean girl from last year said that I had head lice and I should just go kill myself. Of course, I just laughed my ass off since that mean girl wasn’t good looking herself and tried to do that because she thought of herself as ugly. For the first three weeks of hearing that I was fine… until something happened…

My sister, who is in the same school and grade as me, became friends with that mean girl’s sidekick. Every time I passed my sister’s new friend, they would both just roll their eyes. I was lonely with no friends for two whole months. Then I met a boy who seemed to care about me a lot. Soon, we were dating. Hugging, holding hands, and a smooch on the lips every once in a while. I was happy to have one person to care about me. Then, one day, I went up to my sister and her friend. I said, “Who wants to hear a joke?”

My sister’s friend just groaned and said, “You’re becoming just like your stupid, worthless boyfriend.”

That punched me in the gut really hard. I told my boyfriend. We sat hidden under the bleachers, both having a good hard cry. The next day, I moved to the state foster care because my dad was caught with drugs. I sure am happy to be away from my sister and her stupid friend. But I still miss my boyfriend. He was nuts over me, and I was nuts over him. Now I cut my arms every night. Now every time our song comes on the radio, my eyes begin to tear up. It’s not like I have any friends in this new school. I long for my boyfriend…