mishapenxx

I slipped up.

I haven’t been here in while. A very long while. Not because the monster inside of me was gone, more because being empty is consistent, and this little bit of venting was enough to keep me just above empty.

I was doing a little bit better actually.

Adjusting.

But I made the mistake of letting someone in.

I should know better.

I know now that I am not pathetic for needing someone in my life. I used to always feel so weak for wanting someone to be there for me.

Humans are not designed to be solitary creatures, in my opinion.

And maybe it’s because I was sexually abused as […]