To remember I dont have a fucking mom. And i’m glad. And l dont care if l sound immature.
One day i will die and it will feel amazing.
So excited
I have no motivation for anything! I’m about to graduate collage, but this last semester is killing me and I’m failing 3 classes. I don’t even care, after I graduate (or not) I’m leaving and going to do nothing with my fucking degrees and I don’t care, because I don’t like them anyways, I’m not going to make anything out of myself because I don’t care! the only reason I’m alive is because I cant seem to kill myself all the way! So I guess I’ll just keep not caring and living my whole stupid life because as long as I’m alive everyone’s happy. even […]
I have most of the disorders we talk about in class so how the fuck am I doing so badly? Its like I shouldnt even have to study.
Probably beacuse I have most of those disorders…..
I dont really feel..at least not the way I would expect myself to, especially after breaking up with my best friend. I feel calm like something bad is about to happen…and when I do feel its super annoying, cuz ill be happy with tons of energy and super outgoing, and then the next day i’ll be tired and sad and extremely antisocial…on repeat.
Just feeling very alone and scared and sad.
man, its been awhile. how is everyone today/night?? Its perfect weather out here: cloudy and raining.
Its christmas and all im doing is crying in a dark room ruining christmas for my boyfriend. Being alive is just so painful.
Its my birthday
that is all.
I stopped taking my meds…I feel terribly sick
but better cuz there’s no adds
I cant seem to get up or do anything useful…anyone up for talking?
I’m tired again, and sad, my medication doesn’t seem to be working very well….I’m spending thanksgiving by myself. I want to be happy, but i’m too tired to try.
it could always get worse, and it did…my bf broke up with me because im a piece of shit and i need help, and im just bringing him down.
i deserve every inch of pain i’m getting, i’m a worthless peace of fuck and i’m too much work, i just bring the ones i love down, i make them hate me. but i deserve it. they need better than me. how could anyone love someone who doesn’t love themselves.
Anyone heard of this website/app? My friend suggested it to me.
I’m such a dumb ass I say the shitiest things
I’m on the edge of a psychotic break down. if I keep pushing on to the end, that I’m oh so close to…so close to finishing my show, finishing this semester, finishing school……. it’s going to finish me. I can’t wait a few more day, weeks, let a long months! Everyone tells me how close I am to finishing school, “just a little more, two more semesters, you got all this way, why quit now when you’re so close?” And no one wants to listen about my bad day, how much I can’t stand it, and listen to me cry. My friends don’t want to […]
Someone please come to my house and shoot me already! I fucking give up! again